The lyrics:
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling on your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything
Everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

So today was a slow one. Indoors. I have a semestrial paper at maths on Monday and my mom insists that I should focus on that for some time. But I can't. So I cooked, cleaned my room, cleaned all the other rooms, watched TV, ate, took a really long bath , danced in my underwear on "Sex bomb" by Tom Jones, which is something I have not done in a long time.
Now I am anything but serious and wondering why am I not resembling a pool after the enormous quantity on tea I have consumed. Apple tea, and now raspberry tea. 8-min infusions. Lots of honey and sugar.
I think I have to step away from myself to not think that I'll be 17 since Thursday ( Yes, I was born on the 13th of January) and to just get shallow for a day or two for my own good. Too many deep thinking this months, not enough sleep.

Song: Jason Mraz - Butterfly





The song is perfect for my mood right now and I recommend it to everyone